23 5 / 2013
Remember when my brain was mush after sending off 3 query submissions? Yeah, well three days later that number is 11 and my brain has developed some kind of coping mechanism where it just runs on autopilot and every so often I’ll blink and go “Oh. I’ve done a lot-ish. Wow.” And it just keeps trucking. I’m gonna use the analogy of plucking your eyebrows for this whole process. The first time you do it, it’s kinda scary (‘cause you’re taking a sharp metal tool to sensitive skin dangerously close to your eyeball) and it hurts like a mother. But when you’re done you like the results (just not the redness that makes you look strikingly similar to a rodeo clown) so you keep doing it. It still hurts, it’s still nerve wracking, but by the end you look relatively well groomed and you’re happy about that. And the more you do it, the less it hurts (insert sexual innuendo joke here).
That’s how this submitting process has been for me so far. Scary and irritating, but the more I hit send the prouder I am of myself for doing it and the easier it is to keep going.
Which is what I’m gonna do. Right now. After I eat something and have my 4th-5th-no definitely 4th cup of coffee.
22 5 / 2013
If you ever see me with a shirt on of a show, movie or whatever on it that you love too
you have the right to sit your ass down in front of me and start talking
my public representation of my fandoms is an invitation to come and talk to me about it